Bathing the Birth of 2011

2011 undertook the 2010. Everyone is plunged into a fashionable new beginning. I have celebrated my New Year Eve in a “Loser” way such as cage in my house with my family but I have to agree that it was such a gift. I’ve tasted the scent, the sound, the tactile sensation of what is a cerebral, silent, disembodied task of 2011. The freshness is soaking the whole atmosphere. I feel like the world is a safe heaven; safety in feeling less alone amongst the crowds. I have found solace in real world.

What am I going to pull it off is, did you notice your surrounding when you celebrating the birth of 2011. It’s not the same, different friends, dissimilar place, a far cry from situation, altered feeling. I bet you are nodding your head. Well, that’s a mark that 2011 is not gonna be the same like 2010.

It might be tougher or easy in future. All we need to do is filling up the bullet in your guns and trigger it when we feel unsafe. I called it “Pain Shooting”. We are prepared for the world on a deeper level than someone who doesn’t. That is what I am doing when it comes to a new chapter. I have stopped to be lucky but instead to be blessing by Allah.

My new year resolution is preserving my relationship with loves one and friends. Every progress of frustration, they will be my family and friends as a sudden joyous facility. Over my masochistic reason, it is important that we work to give every person the opportunity to enjoy life as shelters, sustenance, and roads forward. Each of us completes every person in world. Don’t be bacteria communities who just like to invade other’s life. Provide them privacy. That is the grandeur of a civilization ;-)

Ooooookay. I read this for once and I laughed cos damn… I wrote like I’m smoking pot. LOL. I’m signing off.

My dream is reserveless… literally

Hey folks, it’s been one hell of century that I didn’t sign for a new entry after my last period of animate existence. Currently, I’m trying my best to keep the ups and downs at certain range. Gladly, I’m having a bed of roses on my semester break after the pain of tough questions of exam. Hoping for 4 flat of course! While hiding my finger cross inside my pocket. LOL.

This morning, I just can’t pull off my eyelids. Well yeah, I am aware of my insomnia. But this kind of vigilance is kinda fatal (not literally). I’ve had enough of sleeping pills in 2009 since I put so much believe in man’s power to control his own body clock but unfortunately my body clock seems dysfunctional. Daymmm you! Most of my sleep is keep to reserveless. I have tried chamomiletasteless tea, annoyinglyloud alarm clock, softass pillows and masturbating but any kind of these methods are appeared to be working. I’ve had enough so

I buzzed my mom about it, asking for consultation and suggestion. I mean whether I need to seek for any medicament or even therapist perhaps (LOL). Instead, she knocked me with a plain icing of answer which is reading books. What!!!! Seriously?!! I’m maybe going to be a pharmacist in future. Selling pots and contraceptives pill. Eh eh I mean drugs. If people, refuse to take medicament and want to read books. What I’m supposed to do in next 6 years? I guess I have to open a bookstore rather than pharmacy. Lol. The one and only suggestion was exclusively thumbs down.

I have no idea when this insomnia’s saga will comes to an end. Pray hard