Preserve Some Measure of Dignity

Hey readers, the one who reads mine habitually. Tonight, I’m willing to lose sleep in order to put language down on blog. Yeah, I almost forgot what is blog. Lol. I’d supposed to update by days but it seemed like I was busy. I was putting one whole month in one day. *take a long breath*. First of all, I want to address a warmly apologize to people who I might not intended to hurt especially love one. That’s life. Life ain’t bitch but a maze created to every soil-made human. We don’t always behave generously and we have regret. I do have regret back days. I know SORRY have the earmarks of easiest word but I truly flow it with humility.

This January would prolly be a pit start for me to make a wider route to correct myself n spicing my life with loyalty. I do believe Lord have mercy. For all one knows I may doubt to not administer trust in “me” but one thing for sure if you heap upon your confident in me. I would not jeopardize your commitment. My vow people! Once, I was minor party-goer and share one goal; to consume obscene amounts drinks n now 8 months I leave those damnation. All I could mumbling is I’m proud. Cheers…. As in showing thumbs up ;-)

My strategy to turn down my social fun is achieved. I want to hide half of me from public. Hiding things is a daring game cos some shitter tends to dig. I have reputation to keep sustained yaw. With age, not only do I lose my secret hiding places, but becomes tougher to conceal my flaws, my opinions, my past, my emotions, my mistakes and of course, my treasures. What follow isn’t designed to help me hide from law or pull off anything illegal. Rather, its purpose is to help me preserve some measure of dignity in a world that wasn't to know and expose all. I’m tired listening to rumors bout me doing that thing n that thing. Pergh! It was an earshot! I just ask for silent treatment. To friends, thanks for the advices u gave me as guardian. I followed most of your rational though n u corrected my mistakes. thanks friends; the attendant of angels.

Sigh… enough with praising friends (kang diorang berangan plak). I step back from my busy live and ask myself key questions about my core values; “Am I doing well in classes?”, “Did I study last night?”. Yes, I grip this faith that I balance my both worlds. Above is my exclusive picture wearing WTF uniform n surely I looked WTF cos I even asked myself “WTF am I wearing this WTF?”. -_____-”