Reckon With a Stick of Bogus

I already travel blow-by-blow times. There's a fact that I ride my own sluggish “time machine” when I close my eyes. This time I tried to brood over when I started to burn cigarettes. I still have the anamnesis of it. I'd make such a reason to be a smoker and yet I was dumb cos there is not reason to start smoking. I just want to rebel. Be the poison child at early age of 18. The first age of day, I tried to learn to suck the dust in it with my friend as a plan to be a social smoker. The second age of day, I tried to impress cos girls may think guys who smoke is such a turn ON (this kinda lame lah for 2009). The third age of day, it became a rage; a violent desire or passion that make me want it at certain clock time. I don’t think I’m a heavy smoker since I only took 2 or 3 junk at certain times which are during talking on the phone, after having pleasure, after having meal n that's all.

My mom use to nag me about it however her words didn't have much of an impact on me. I crossed my heart to her that I will stop soon (soon in a mean of later. Eheh). By the time when I was enjoying watching tv, there was a great advertisement about smoking which kind of pull me to the ceiling especially the Chinese women with a dragon mouth. Fuuyoh! What an ugly women they include. But the best part is when the mother said to her son; “DON'T BREAK MY HEART”. The sharp word on century weyh…. I can imagine if my mother say that to me. Oppositely I won't throw the cigarettes into the dustbin; I may hide it in my underwear. Lol.

Last night, my good friend advised me to stop smoking. It tickles me. I answered Nantilah. Short but yes! It's my best current answer at this time. If I find a replacement of this addiction in future or maybe tomorrow, then I won’t blacken my lungs anymore. I should be the God to my heart and decide between YES or NO. Hurm, I’m not the one who neglected the “tak nak” advertisement. I do mark a mind into it. It’s just time my dear friend. Btw can I ask a favor through my writing? I assume I can since it is my blog!!! ROFL. I hope people who dislike smokers would not got to smoker and crack a sentiment of WTF like “Errggggh, I hate smoker” cos smoke is not a sin. It is just a bad habit. Everyone does have a bad habit such as my friend. He is so cunning to pick his nose shit. lol. Gtg readers~