That day marked the beginning of my fondness for all these things. The day when all the silent humid the room. I was peaceful from any disgusting issue. I can breath and moving on to the next chapter. I am so strong since I've put my strong faith in God and tell myself that it was just a test. Back then, I offered to be friend with D twice but D rejected me. I stayed strong; I just need to try but only D can help itself to friend with me. Next, D quiet and leave me thousand dust of word. In the end, I could feel that day. The day I stated above. I buried the relationship in the quicksand; I threw away the broken string. Gladly I'm happy.After a month, I was apprehensive; a feeling of mysterious expectancy overcame me. What a surprise that D is switching on. Offered the same thing that I used to offer, said the same thing I used to say. But the different is D putting so much pressure when I refused. D promised me a friendship. I with no doubt refuse to accept because; 1st D might harm my relationship with my partner, 2nd my mom advised me to be wise in choosing friend. Choose a friend that can teach you to be a better person. And newly listed number three is D already did an immature thing before I haven’t give my final answer whether to accept it's friendship. And 4th, D tried to stop my happy ending with a wife and kids. To the readers who knew it. This is my answer. I wasn’t tried to fight back but it is as an acknowledgment.
I believe all my readers are wise and intelligent. They are not going to judge me with people's bad thought. I believe they going to judge me from the day I said to them Hi. Plus who are they going to donate their trust? To 18 years old student? Or to a student who went clubbing every weekend and get drunk and ashamedly take weeds? Hurm... btw I am inconsolable Miss D. Only my best friends know the truth behind the wall. And I don't know what you told your people about me but my advice is please, don't lie. Just tell them the actual story on the first episode. Don't you skip and pick the scenes that entirely made me look like a bad people. Peace out.
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16 comments on "Inconsolable in his Grief"
nice entry and so poetic!
keep adoring ur blog contents and ur writing style aliph:-)
enuff said. be the bigger person in life
wtf. there was like 4 anonymous trying to post an essay. aiyoh. i swear to god, i dont even read. i just remove it cos i don;t want my reader wasting their time reading a post of alamak. lol
relationship is a gift, not something that we ask for. be strong, something's better is coming to you
drug,alcohol,homosexual.....complete package to HELL!!!!!!!!
post of alamak!!!!or u juz dont want to face the fact all those things ive said is true and u know it dont u???!!!!!
does ur twin hve the same problm?
Oh oh..
somebodies got enemies..
it's a bitch isn't it?
but u have loads of enemies anyway...
( wonder why?) <----penipu---->
but keep up the strength..
u've always been the stronger one...
t.c
from: UT
Very disappointed in you.
very disappointed in you
shafashahril. that's okay. everything is under control. i believe this issue wasnt only occur to me.
anonymous one. hey. that's bad to judge people. there is no bad guy or good guy in this world. we just human. we learn from the mistake. soon or later, ppl who made a mistake would be in a good way. we just need to pray for our humanity
and i hope that you give chances just like u gave it to D.
sigh. just so u know, i miss you and without fail thinking of you.
regards,
gorilla.
thanks anonymous UT. i will be stronger
another anonymous. i'm sorry if i made u disappointed in me. like i said i'm human.
gorilla. err seriously. i don't know u. y all of sudden u miss me.
huhu.
so much anonymous eh? being here to provoke u?
anyway, i was blogwalking and i clicked on this URL.
ur entry seemed so poetic which i think is nice.
and just to forward u one hadith,
Daripada Abu Hurairah r.a bahawa seorang lelaki telah berkata kepada nabi SAW yang maksudnya:” Berwasiatlah kepada ku.” Sabda Rasulullah SAW: “Jangan kamu marah.” Maka lelaki itu mengulangi kata-katanya berulang kali. Sabda Rasulullah SAW:” Jangan kamu marah..” (hadis riwayat al-Bukhari)
Sayang kpd perkara yg Allah suka. Marah kpd perkara yg Allah benci.
gudnite aliph :-)
thanks inas. that's very helpful of u cos u don't judge me from people's thought
maybe we could chat on ym sometime :D
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