Holy Month of Ramadan has Begun

At a moment, I’m out of words. I was trying to grab any alphabet that I could sew but it’s too limited. Again… its midnight, perfect time and very unexpected for me to inhale such a rare feeling. A miss to someone really weaken my ability. Wheuw… I keep calling my own name; “alif, alif, just bare with time”, to stand up and be as tough as stone. The image barely visible in the dusk of the room, then I groped under my pillow for pictures. I know it sounds lame to keep someone’s picture under a pillow…. But it does bring a hard beat of sentimental that drowns me.

Done with my gibberish. I acted a bit psychotic just now. Sigh…. I’m in perlis, all my time marked by boredom. Wanna webcam but my laptop broken. The webcam and the audio work like an old vagina till I can’t do anything with it so I send it to the shop. It may take couple of days… currently I’m using my dad’s laptop; the bulk one but he taught me to be grateful then I said “alhamdullilah, abah… I would be even more grateful if u buy me a new one”. LOL

Tomorrow is the pit-start of fasting season. Somehow, I googled of our unique ritual in Islam. I learnt three results of fasting in Ramadan mentioned:

1) Taqwaa : learning self-restraint

2) Takbir : glorifying Allah Almighty because of being guided

3) Shukra : being grateful .

I was digging it. What a truly Moslem of me to browse this. Hehehe. Its easy for me to abstain "completely" from foods, drinks, intimate intercourse and smoking, before the break of the dawn till sunset, during the entire month of Ramadan cos I was trained to fast since I was little. Luckily, I don’t experience menstruation within those times. HAHAHA.

At the same time, I’m going to avoid of saying any taboo words and very hope I would not put my phalanges into my nose. Kidding…. Lastly Happy Fasting To All Muslim!